Free your hatred.

*当你成了你一直以来讨厌的那一类人, 你就不会再讨厌任何人了*

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我最近有了这样的顿悟...

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想一想吧!

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但是或许你能够做到

严厉遵守自己的原则 不容许自己踏错一步

应该也就永远都不能了解 也不需要理解

.

我的原则

好像是拿来装腔作势 摆美用的

极少能够派上用场

所以常常把自己那漂亮的原则挂在嘴上 

却在真正面对事情的时候就不是嘴上说的那么好听了

这叫... ... 虚伪? 假面人? 双面人? 

不知道...

总之不是个讨喜的角色

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当你不再在乎别人那些小小不讨喜的举动

就不会再有一股气吨在喉咙那里 也不会再有胸口闷闷的感觉

我真的好喜欢好喜欢那个大家一起的感觉 :*

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...


There's a story behind every person

There's a reason why they are the way they are


...

Time will heal...

如果这个时候能够看到一些鼓励的话

或者是幸福的符号在脸书墙上就好噜

~~~

我想那样我就能够很快的充好电

跑个3星期or less吧?

我不是名牌

所以耗电量有点大哈

多多包含!

诶诶诶

不过你们都不许动!

不要因为看到这个就写给我

如果没有要动的话

就当我自恋厚脸皮哈哈

***

有人说我最近很有自信到很恐怖

哈哈哈

我想我也是要疯了吧!

不过不疯颠

哪里还是丘噢妮叻?

有人要我看running man开心起来

我尝试看韩剧台湾偶像剧综艺节目

没有一个能让我投入去看

有人说失败了哭了累了睡了再努力

哭真的真的离我好遥远

眼泪应该是前个星期用剩没多少

现在每天对着很多的assignment

真的不敢累

压力太大

害得我每晚噩梦连连

现在睡觉都需要勇气

***

上到大学

好像都是要靠自己

真心朋友的鼓励

有时候只能给你一丝的暖意

没有别的了

大学朋友的帮助

有时候会让我更无助

好想念中学时候你们对我的不离不弃叻!

***

这一次只有时间能帮我...

再怎么辛苦都是要撑过去的!

*real difficulties can be overcome, it is only the imaginary ones that are unconquerable* 

p.s.你真残忍唉♥

Meanie Me.

I'm lazy to text,

unless you are someone important to me. 

I'm afraid to pick up call,

unless you are someone that love me.

******

Please,

don't try to text me more when I don't seem to be friend with you

don't even try to call me if I am not replying you

I'm just not good in chatting with people that I don't really know

Yet,

I already have a bunch of friends that I love

I wish to love them with all my heart

I do not have any left for anyone else

So,

I'm being force to be mean to the new passengers

(not really mean it, maybe my future husband is one of them xD)

But,

just to clarify
I'm NOT saying that
"if you did not get a reply from me before, means that you are the not important ones"

please don't get it wrongly

please do not have a doubt on that

most of the time I really forget about to reply

sometimes i just find it not so important message

I do love you still!

Well, this is how the meanie looks like! 

Good night.

Monday gonna be very berry BLUE...

:'(

Steps.

Everything need to be done step by step.

So that things will go smoothly.

Take one step wrongly,

ruin all? 

And you're dead.

Like, I am now...

Or maybe,
I actually am not,

I just feel like I am.

Thinking very confusedly these days.

I love to make up story in my mind.

Imagine this and that.

To go overboard.

Ended up with full of disappointment, fear, pressure and emptiness. 

There's no big deal and actual matters that causing me to be like this.

And, I just don't know why.

Maybe it's just all about the PMS thingy.

I hope so too... 

So, brothers and sisters! 

Don't need to take my emo-ness too serious.

I will get rid of all these sucky feelings soon~

I love people who deserve to be loved by me! ;) 

Loves, 

Oni ♥

With No One.

Who on earth can I share my laughter with?! :( 

I saw something farnie!

Or should say I did something farnie unintentionally. 

And I burst into laughing hahahaha xD

Having some kind of accomplishment :p

So I grabbed my phone, wanted to tell someone about it. 

I opened up my Whatsapp and I stunned.

Thumbs lifting up, not knowing which contact to tab on.

Then I slowly put my phone back on the table.

Starting to feel sad againnn.

*emokills*